My best friend likes me, and it's really awkward, but lately it seems like he's out to get me. First he wiped this ravioli on my favorite jacket, not much hurt to that one, fell on me, he's a pretty husky guy so that hurt, and then finally, he threw a football that hit me in the face and gave me a bloody nose. Not cool. I know he's trying to show that he likes me, but do guys have to hurt you? Girls are nice when they tell you they like you. At least I am, which brings me to my next subject.
I like this guy, who's also my other best friend, his name starts with D. I prefer not to tell other people personal info over the internet. He likes this other girl though, and she's prettier than I am. The good thing is that the girl has a boyfriend. I talked to her on facebook, and she said she likes him back, but wouldn't fight over him. I will, because I love him. I've been trying to tell him that even though she likes him back, that doesn't mean that she likes him enough to break up with her current boyfriend. He doesn't seem to mind being her second choice. I care about him and I don't want him to get hurt when he asks her out and says no. It's not that I want him to ask me out instead, it's just I love him and don't want him to get hurt. I don't care if he likes me or not. This is how I show him I like him. 1) I lightly punch him , and when he's pretends to be hurt, I rub it to "make it feel better" 2)We have a power ranger handshake thing, as inside joke, like we say "samurai swords" then fist bump. Well, anyway, I told him "I think you would look sexy in a pink power ranger suit" in a sarcastic tone. Nothing to hurt him like most boys would. One reason, I like him is that he's really gentle, like when I see him hugging the girl he likes, he's really, really gentle. Speaking of her, here's why she broke up with him.
She broke up with him because he was too clingy. I don't get why that would bother her. I would love that. He still does that, during recess, he's with her. When she walks into the building, it's like he has a radar for her and jumps up to greet her at her locker. Any free time he has he's with her! She evens lives near him. I wish that he would do that for me, but alas, he doesn't know and he won't because, I'm too shy to tell him. I won't get someon else to do it, because they might laugh at me. I mean, I'm sitting here laughing at myself. I mean come on, I have no hope. Really, the only thing we have in common is that we're both crying over someone we can't have. It kind of sucks, no it sucks. She and her boyfriend are the only happy ones in this particular love rectangle. I say love rectangle, because there are four of us falling over eachother. I love him, he loves her, and she loves her boyfriend, and him. Luckily, I sit next to him at nearly everything, both of our classes, Math and Language Arts, some lunches, computer lab, some recesses. The only time I'm away from him is Band, other recesses and lunches. I almost died laughing during the Reading EOG yesterday.
I sit across from him in alphebetical order, so therefore, I can see him during all three of our EOG's. He was pretending to shoot himself, I gave him a look, and he gave me a sad puppy face, so I had to let him. May not be that funny to those who are reading this, but him being the one I have fallen hopelessly in love with, I thought it was hilarious. During the EOG today, which was Math Calculator Active, I watched him sleep, I know that sounds creepy, but I just glanced at him sleeping, then fell asleep myself. Speaking of which, I would like to do now.
See you later,
Faith
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